4days leave in Langkawi

Assalamualaikum everyone... :D

     First of all kita letak all the kisah sedih kt blakang jap sbb i'm trying to move on with my life,hokkey???Today is my 4th day bercuti and i decided not to go anywhere and just stay kat Langkawi jer coz i think,i need a break for myself .

    Empat hari kat Langkawi mcm best jer sbb i spend most of the time at home sbbnye 3rd and 4thday hujan turun non stop.So actvities yg sempat kami wat adalah watching movie(Bini2 sapa2 Gangstar),Karaoke(as usual) dan Picnic kat Pantai Pasiaq Tengkorak.Bab Picnic ni mmg best sbb mmg dah lama x picnic kt sana plus kami 5org ja,Aku,Capix,Fathi,Kimie and Tok capix.Makanan plak!!!perghhhh mmg sedap masakan kampung by Tok Capix,you guys should try the sambal belacan..!Habes je makan,kami ambik gambar then budak 3org tu mandi laut since one of my friend mmg tarammm lama nk mandi laut.Kalu you guys  nk berpicnic tempat yg mmg quite,very windy,clean,good facilities sbb ader surau for muslim,ade chalet,ade tempat utk barbeque ,bilik persalinan dan mcm2 lagi.Tapi kalau you guys nak mandi laut,pls makesure someone is look after your stuff sebab kat situ byk monkeys yg sudah di didik utk mencuri bahan2 makan yg kita bawak :) these monkeys will not harm you but they are very good in stealing your ur stuff so my advice again,makesure ada sorg yg jadi security guard hokkay...:D

Salam...
RR

Capix with Tok dia :D

sebab angin mmg kuat sgt,sbb tu api susah nak menyala!

me & Tok

Masa kerang2 tuh tengah panas kebakaran 3 budak botak posing  sat nah...very nice place and quite.

Pagi yg sayu...

Salam everyone...

Saya baru balik keja...sebenarnya tak da mood nya nk update blog,nak post photo pun mcm malas jer.so,you guys layan je lagu kat atas tuk akustik by Shila Amzah anak ND lalalalala....biasala,,,keadaan mcm ni saya layan jiwa jap.sedih sampai x tau nk wat ape dah...What i'm trying to do right now is motivate myself to be strong and accept the fact that my father no more with us :(
Well,i'm thinking of resigning and stay with my family since i am the person that they needed the most,tp mcm2 benda yg berlegar on my mind...antaranya,how about my studies and mcm mana nk bayar keta bebulan.Tapi kata org rezeki tu ada dimana2 asalkan ada usaha,am i right????apa2 pun hopefully apa2 decision yg aku buat lepas ni tak akan ada penyesalan di kemudian hari because i kept thinking about it over and over again.
  Okay jam dh tunjuk 4pagi dowh,,,wa nk tido dulu k (kalau leh lelap la).wish you guys have a pleasant friday and sedekahkan Al Fatihah and Kulhu untuk arwah abah saya hokkey....

Regards,
RR

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi.....Abah

Abah & Mak,pic taken during Raya 2009

Assalamualaikum....

    First of all,i dont know how to start this entry..how is everyone doing and how was your Raya?must be great right?..mine?well,Raya this year adalah hari raya yg sgt sedih buat aku sekeluarga dan akan dikenang seumur hidupku :(sbb Abah aku meninggal pada hari raya yg ke7.i'm speechless...kelu..shocked and i just couldn't describe what is the feeling of losing someone that you've been living for 29years.Its has been 29years...ya allah ya tuhanku,,,kenapa Abah aku pergi terlalu awal .Bila abah dh tak ada,aku rasa sgt2 kekok and i'm sure my sisters and brother felt the same as i do,cuma deorang pendam je.Perginya Abah terlalu awal membuatkan aku tak tentu arah dan terasa sgt dihantui...he left us so much memories till to the certain extend i couldn't take it :(
     Memang kita kena redha dgn org yg dh pergi,tp napa Abah pergi saat kami sekeluarga sgt memerlukan abah.Aku just tak dpt tahan airmata setiap kali
terbayang wajah abah koma di ICU dan saat abah dikafan kan.Insan yg kita sayangi dan nampak sihat everyday gone right infront of your eyes....terlalu perit nak terima semua ni tapi aku TERPAKSA and i just have to!!!saat adik aku bgtaw yg abah dah tak ada.....hmmm...aku terdiam seketika,rasa mcm 'separuh jiwaku pergi'.
     Harini genaplah 10hari abah dah tak dak kat dunia ni...Jiwa aku kosong sgt.Sedih?airmata?jgn cakap la...setiap kali aku buat bacaan Yasin utk abah sure aku terasa amat sebak!!!i tried to hold my tears tp i just can't.Saat jiwa dan semangat aku jatuh,aku cuba kutip balik satu persatu for the sake of my mum,sisters and brothers.Aku terus cuba nk jalani kehidupan mcm biasa walaupun aku tau yg hidup aku sgt luar biasa tanpa Abah.i know,times will heals,insya'allah.Aku cuma mengharapkan yg kepergian abah ni ada lah satu hikmah buat kami sekeluarga,insyaalah.Aku tak tau mcm mana nk balik kg tengok Rumah yg abah bina utk kami,kereta abah yg selalu bawa kami,bilik yg dia selalu dgr radio....terlalu byk sgt kenangan dia utk kami Ya Allah...
     I think,i should stop here sbb T_T.....sama2 la kita sedekah kan Al Fatihah k.

Abah,Di sayang sgt2 kt abah tp sapala Di nk menghalang Takdir.

Salam,
Rady Razak